Holy shit it was 4 years since I last updated my journal. Well, a lot has happened - depression, social anxiety, therapy, medicine and also I've started (and now have for 2 years) studying archaeology and moved out. My depression is much better, and so is my social anxiety and I am very happy with the education I've choosen. I know it's hard to get work in this occupation, but I'd rather do something I like than not.
During the times my depression was worst I kind of lost my will to draw, and it hasn't really come back. Doesn't help that the wacom drivers for my tablet is a bunch of shitheads.